war with god

i feel lost, i feel undesired, not in a sexual tense but as in a basic human sense. i knew i walked a lonely road but one never fully understands how lonely it can be when at some point or another you shared it with another soul. ive met a lot of people in my life time, my profession allows me to do so, but ive never met a soul that has set a blaze so strong that it can not be ignored. all my lovers have been mundane, not as appealing as i find my self. after all, a wild heart can not be tamed. its the one thing i desire the most. to be tamed. maybe i am looking at it all wrong. i should really find that soul that wants to be the one to show me how beautiful this heart of mine is. 

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About moderndaigoddess

out on my own, these are my words about how crazy life can get
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