The cold truth

It’s been three days since I last held you. Three days I’ve cried, looking for you. Absently searching the wind for any trace of you. Three days I’ve held out waiting for you. But I am weak. I am lonely. I miss you more and more as the seconds pass by. I beg for mercy. Im beg for forgiveness. I ask myself why and why and why. Why I chose to leave. Why you couldn’t come with me. You are my drug of life. My drug of choice. Round and round I went down that rabbit hole. I am lost. No longer knowing if I was the drug or the abuser.

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About moderndaigoddess

out on my own, these are my words about how crazy life can get
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